I just unsubscribed from indiewire.com. I've been deleting the daily emails for a while now. It's an interesting process giving up something that's been a central part of one's life for so long. I invested so much in film and while I'm not entirely finished, the tools of that trade are becoming increasingly useless artifacts in my current life. There's a nagging voice that says just wait until Dangerous Writing is ready to go out into the world before cutting ties. Which is a big part of why I'm eager to get go of film in the first place - the waiting, the guarding of resources for future use and the overall putting life on hold is something I want no part of any longer.
I love enjoying movies and tv shows as a simple spectator. I love not caring about the other up and comers in the film world. I love not waiting for life to begin.